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VALERIE NG
no siblings
10june
MGS
jackson
1D.2D.3S. 4S.
JJANG MEMBER
DELTA member
BADMINTON freak
heroes.prisonbreak
lotr.transformers 1/2.
PS3 player-resistance:fall of man
loves...
-God
-parents
-cousins
-friends
-animals
-badminton
-tv shows.movies.music.
-MGS!!
-PS3
wants...
-to excel in studies
-to master badminton skills
-a smart border collie
-a great job (vet)
- to take over the world
-all ADDIDAS-branded goods!
-many many many more....
June 2008
August 2008
October 2008
December 2008
March 2009
JJANG!
Veggie
Maria
Little Rachel
Designer: Exposed & SW
Images: Heroes Pictures
Brushes: 8nero
Textures: CS.net
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
my dream
wow, jjang party ended yesterday. time flies so fast.
we all know how we felt on that night, so i shall skip that part.
what's gotten me confused was a dream i had on the night that we had our barbeque, which was last night.
don't know what it meant but i've got mixed feelings about it...
for those curious to know, i'll summarise the dream for you:
i dreamt about the jjang bbq thing and someone(i cannot disclose) was in trouble so i went to er... save her but i end up dying, except the person was saved.
i know, it sounds so heroic and all, but i know in real life i wont have the courage to do it, so spare me all the flattery (:
anyway, yeah, i felt good that i've saved someone but what made me ponder for a long time was the fact that i just died so easily. let me explain: i'm not afraid of death, i'm just afraid that i still have a lot of things to say to my family, my friends, my teachers and acquaintances but it was too late to say it...i died before i could say it.
this dream taught me a lesson, to treasure every single moment of my life and the time spent with my loved ones.
so here i go---
to all you ppl out there, my parents,grandparents,uncles,aunties,cousins,jjang friends,friends,teachers,and anyone else whom i know but left out:
i love you and i'll love you always, don't worry about me cause after i 'die', i'll be in heaven with God
so yeah. that's all. im just really grateful that God has given me the chance to know such loving people.
sigh. i pray i won't die a painful death...maybe of old age? yeah, it sounds less painful and more decent.
i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
haha,thinking about the dream now really makes me feel good.
i mean like duh! you'll feel good if you've saved someone's life right? haha.
oh, but when i woke up, i could see my pillow wet with tears and sweat, my face too.
i could tell i cried a lot,and i remembered hearing myself cry.
i felt such a relief when i woke up and realised it was a bad dream, i mean the dream was soooo real and convincing! too bad i've got such good imagination! (i remembered scaring myself just cause i imagined a ghost)
oops, i think i just announced to the whole world i cried while i slept :S
haha, who cares anyway, what so bad about crying? it's not like crying makes you a coward.
should i disclose who it was that almost died? hmmm...
well then, it's time to stop...and get ready for a another dream...i think?? haha :D
oh yeah, if anything really happens, pls tell my parents that i love them.
okok, DON'T BE SO MUSHY ANYMORE,VAL! ahahaha!
be happy!
byebye
The Lord is my True Hero 7:12 AM
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